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if my calculations are correct, today was monday.

This means i got up and went to counterpoint, and then i went to fiction. At fiction we got to talk about my story. It didn't get as torn apart as i expected, apparently for most people who voiced their opinions it wasn't too trite, cliche, or heavy-handed. We'll see what teach has to say on wednesday. peep it here, with the understanding that i'm not totally happy with it and that it is out and out fiction and that i wrote it in one night in new york city.

then i went to the office and wrote while i rocked out to built to spill. Then dinner at the always lovely mcelroy, and then stage to studio. At that class, kate scientifically determined my future by some radical procedure called MASH i think. Turns out i'm going to be living in an apartment in alabama with brenda, our dog, and our 37 children. I will drive an accord and at my wedding i will wear a white tuxedo. After class it was back home for some good old recruiting and then farscape. Hooray for farscape.

so i think i'm in the middle of some sort of crisis. I'm being attacked by the past. I couldn't sleep last night. My mind was just racing. I got into bed at 1, fell asleep at 3. It was just one memory after another. A lot of time was spent thinking about sophomore year. I couldn't stop and i couldn't sleep. I also had mucho fun dreams that completely fucked me up in the morning because hey, guess what, didn't know if they were real or not. God damn.

ok, i have to actually show up for my tuesday am work shift once in a while, so i'm gonna get some good bed loving i think.

Here's the video:

http://www.usenetbinaries.com/groups/alt.binaries.multimedia.erotica/2004/02/02/h/Janet%20Jackson%20-%20Superbowl.avi.html