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so it's been quite the week of self-inspection, eh?
i just looked at rick petillo's profile, and he offered this quote from machiavelli which seems thoroughly appropriate:
"Men in general judge more by the sense of sight than by the sense of touch, because everyone can see but only a few can test by feeling. Everyone sees what you seem to be, few know what you really are; and those few do not dare take a stand against the general opinion."
that fits in with what i wrote and moreso with some of the discussions i had on friday night and then again last.
And then there is mr Travis Morrison of the dismemberment plan, who's new CD i listened to yesterday after i left 31B a moody little bitch:
from sentimental man: "how do you know i'm not a sentimental man? is it really so hard to see these things? I guess it is."
goes along nicely with the machiavelli quote.
from superpowers: "i guess you could call it superpowers / but no one is going to save the world with what I've got." and that comes following a number of lines like " i have cried so hard for hours and not known why, I never do" and "i have felt such unreal pain and not known what to do, it isn't mine."
works along the narcissism tip of friday afternoon's entry.
And then from time bomb comes perhaps the best description of this web journal i've ever: "i am a lost soul and i send out a sickened light for anyone to see / a cry for help, a warning to stay away, a burning, blinding, bleaching, death mask white."
The CD is wonderful. not as wildly bouncy as some older d-plan tracks, but some of the strongest material the band has put together.
as for the rest of tonight, i have my chromatic midterm to tackle, and then a joint self-inspection meeting with brenda. then monda comes and sucks the life out of me until i get to come home a dick around for the rest of the night. woohoo.
anyway, dear readers
welcome to my head. it's a pretty wild place, and every now and then, like this weekend, i get compelled to clear it out and put it out there for all to see. and i still don't know how i feel about that, but i do it all the same. and i'm gonna peace out right now and work on music or watch buffy.