self-titled: ^_^

there's some guy i've never seen before in our kitchen slicing celery with a large knife. Now usually, this would be fine, but i just watched marathon man and i'm a little bit on edge.

i'm living a lie. i just, because of some weird cosmic tear, lost what i had written for the night, and i was going to go about my business and attempt a rewrite without mentioning anything, but i just can't do it. so without further...

last night was great. i went to bed at 1, fell asleep around 2:30, woke up at 5:30 and fell asleep again at 8. It's weird, cause at the 5:30 wakeup, i went upstairs for some water because, despite brushing my teeth, and still had popcorn mouth. and i went up the stairs and it was bloody daylight outside. at 5:30am. I thought with later nights came later days, but that's apparently only in normal world and not this bizarre copy we're living on.

it was find another job monday at work today, and i spammed my resume out to a number of places begging them to steal my soul. I just checked my messages and one has called back, but do to him rushing his speech and perhaps a bad connection, all i caught was that his name was rob and he got my resume and i should call him at his number. it's like a mystery. who is at the other end of this number? is it rob? did he get my resume today?

in other news, i am feeling super healthy today because i exercised twice. once, when i walked to more hall to cash a birthday check, and again when i walked to blockbuster later on. I walked to blockbuster because i had read an article at work about how they are burying john merrick's bones or something, and in honor of that, well, moreso in recognition of that, i felt like getting the elephant man. Plus, it fits nicely into my recent david lynch kick. I also wanted to pick up the straight story, but alas, they have tremors 3 and cruel intentions 2 and the skulls 2 and ever other godforsaken straight to video release in their mammoth dvd section, but ask for a respected movie like the straight story or crash and you're like some kind of cosmic idiot. and before you try and call me out on me lumping a movie about destructive vehicular eroticism in with "respected movies" i have this to say to you: tremors 3?

so i picked up marathon man instead, bringing the total of remaining movies at this hellspawn blockbuster i want to rent down to 2 or 3. Fritz Lang's M and a couple others. So what of this? Do i swallow my pride and bust out the VCR, or do i start giving netflix some of my hard earned cash?

i came home, caught an episode of sealab 2021, and then made some popcorn. i made it without butter tonight, and it tasted a little bland at first, but once i started rubbing salt into it it was flavor country. makes me wonder if the slight flavor boost from butter outweighs the hassle of cutting the butter and washing my hands after handling the butter and then the cleanup afterwards - although, i guess the vegetable oil isn't none too easy to clean off. so i guess butter it is. it's more healthy that way, anyway.

ok that'll do it for me, perhaps there were some nuggets of amazingness that were lost in the cosmic tear, perhaps not. all i know is that i have to hang up my clothes now because dryers are not allowed to work when i'm involved with them, and then i'm going to sleep.