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so what's up. in the midst of this 5 day haze of drunkeness, a lot of shit has gone down. like not really, but it's been an interesting couple of days. you could ask me waht i want, and i'd have no ready answer. to quote a dear friend of mine, "i want someone who likes me for me." which i suppose is not the easiest thing to find. or maybe it is. who the fyck knows.

yestarday was phat. after work i went down to cambridge. Ted Leo was like 30 minutes ;ate but then he played a sweet 45 minute set in othermusic and it was real cool. just him and his guitar, it was nift, i'm glad i went.

i bought:
aphex twin: selected ambient works
bjork: vespertine
the faint: danse macabre
airport 5
my bloody valentine: loveless
preston school of industry: all this sounds gas
stars: the comback EP
stereolab: sound dust
Avey Tare & Panda Bear: Danse Manatee
Tindersticks: the second album

and that might be it.

i felt quite decadent with my purchases. I mean, the stars are the stars. it doesnt get much more decadent than that shit. the tindersticks is some pretty self-involved sutff and then the fiant. oh boy, the faint. it's new wave on the lines of new order etc., but with this heavy heavy goth edge. it was wrong of me to sit there and enjoy it on the ride home.|

then last night i drank lots. while i was out for a cigarette the ras came and took about 60 beers. we lived. then today i woke and drank before the game, which i went to and we won and then i went to a few mods and caught up and drank aand then i held my first rehearsals as music director and then i drank more and more and more and went to 829 where i eventually left a very very confused boy.